[Monody]
Wait, what did I just say
No more playing these games
of bathing in hypocrisy
Demonology
is taking over me
and it pulls me deeper every time
I'm caught in your grip
Thinking I should just quit
And dip
Outta this life
To another time
To when my thoughts were mine
But I'm back to you every time

[Hook]
The one and only sweet one who knows me
Demons are eating me slowly

[Bobbi QELD]
Manic Pixie Nightmare Enby, only here just for your story
Surely would inform me still you let me wait in purgatory
Broke me down until the blame was sorely placed before me
Made it surely every memory now tainted for me, hate this for me
Maybe yours be now agreeing with what all our friends were seeing
Still just be a thing to them & not a real human being
Autistic and a gimmick, and they didn't
Gimme any care or water when I wasn't with it and my head was spinning
Hated me for crying, what the fuck I'm sposed to do?
Abused by two so I could just be close to you
Not over you
Still notice you on every single insta view, you know I do
Eventually, respectfully
...fuck it I'll get over you
Moving onto greener pastures, not this putrid sea of bastards
You can see it's fractured from the first day being manufactured
See I'm bruised and battered, gaslit and abandoned
Now we stand on either side of canyon
Phantom love In Memorandum



My consciousness was comatose & still they watched me overdose
I broke with hope now so morose, not home alone but hosting ghosts
Reversing down these Roman Roads of frozen snow but never scared
Quickly fleeing those who've only shown they never cared
Watching em moving on
I'm sat in my room a lot with the computer on
Editing videos, writing a newer song
Talking some shit like I'm part of the Q-Anon
Likely you'll look at me like I be too far gone
Forcing my head on my shoulders to screw it on
Already dead
All of my fault, already said
All of my faults, called out instead
All of my thoughts, crawled out and bled
They pulled at the thread
All that they saw was 'Dawn of the Dead'
All that I fought, causing me dread
All just the cause of this bullshit I'm fed
All gives me pause when I crawl into bed
With a sleep paralysis demon's claws on my head
Hoping he'll choke me
Knee to the neck with an ushigoroshi
Meet with respect cos he keep me from lonely
He never left and he's keeping me homely
The one and only, sweet one who know me
Demons are eating each piece of me slowly
'VVitch' 'Drag Me To Hell'
'The Omen' 'It Follows' 'Saw' 'Amityville'